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Praying for a end in sight and a happy conclusion to all of this mess that has been going on for the past year with my boyfriend/ex. I'm so over it. I just pray that the Lord will protect my heart from any other harm and it will be the best option whatever the conclusion is. I am just tired of being unhappy and uncertain and not able to live life. Lord show me your way and may YOUR WILL be done in my life. I don't want it my way when it comes to THIS relationship. Lord have your way, direct my path, and I ask for guidance with this relationship.

Should I stay or should I go...

Should I leave now, or when...

Is there better out there for me or am I being unreasonable..

Lord is this the one? Then if it is why am I so unhappy/disappointed?

Help me Lord I cry out to you and leave it at your feet

Asking and seeking answers

CLC

I AM

I just get frustrated.

I'm waiting on something to happen that's never going to happen.

I'm listening to lies that you always tell me.

I'm believing you care about me and want to change and make us work when all you care about is yourself.

I'm sitting here asking myself how do I love two men that are exactly the same.

How do I attract the most selfish men?

I saw a friend I grew up with at work today and it just made me realize how unhappy I am with my life. She has graduated college, she is engaged, she has a good job making good money and she is currently finishing her masters about to be making even more money and even more successful. I am SO jealous. Not in a envious "I hate her" way...Just a I wish I could have a ounce of her success way. Why cant i be successful? Why cant I graduate college? Why haven't I found a decent guy that will treat me good? Why haven't I done anything that I thought I would have by now? I just feel so inadequate and incompetent and like I am not worth a shit. I haven't done anything with my life and the sad thing is I am busting my ass to try to be someone and it isn't working.

Heart Felt Cries

Let it go

Your not created to be all things to all people or one person, but to be exactly you at exactly this time in history.

If its truly right there is nothing you can do to make it wrong and if its wrong there is nothing you can do to make it right with that person. You might can hold it together temporarily but in the end if its not meant to be its just simply not meant to be.

We may not every understand why we are placed in peoples lives. In a way its exciting and fun...A lot of times its a lot of heartache i believe. Not knowing the outcome or whether or not to invest time and you heart into someone. We will never know. I guess its best to go into every relationship blind whether it be romantically or friendly. Assume the best, plan for the worse, and hope for greatest outcome. Be a gift to others lives. Add to there life instead of take away.

-Lord I come to you tonight lost and confused Father. I just ask for your guidance with relationships. Father guard my heart for it is the wellspring of life. The heart that belongs to you. I seek knowledge to know how to deal with certain relationships in my life right now Father and I ask the courage to carry them out once I know how to handle them. I just ask you guard this heart, heal it Lord make it new and lead me on the path that you have for me. In your most mighty name I pray. Amen

strong hearts, real relationships, and good outcomes

always yours

CLC

Reasonings

Dont let people that dont deserve you in the first place hurt your precious heart.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe

Fearfully & Wonderfully Made!

Heard some great encouraging words from a friend! Thought I'd repost for anyone that reads this.

Think about this, you are a specialist. You are not created to be all things to all people, but to be exactly you at exactly this time in history for exactly the special purpose God has for you! Wow?!Knowing this, that you are a specilist for a specific purpose...don't be awestruck by other people and try to copy them...then it ruins your "special-ness" (and yes, I'm pretty sure that is NOT a word) ha ha! But you get my drift...

What to see a miracle? Look at yourself. The Bible says, "you are fearfully and wonderfully made" Psalm 139:14. Why want to change that "wonderful" to a carbon copy of someone else?

God leads everyone in an individual way, that's why it's so interesting to hear someone's testimony...because they are ALL unique! God loves you just they way you are, but He also loves you too much to leave you the way you are...the Holy Spirit who is also called the Comforter is here to help us learn, grow, improve and become all that God wants for us! You don't have to go it alone...at any point! Huge love to all of you specialists!

Be you, your the only one like you out there...besides everyone else is taken =)

heres to you, heres to me,
always yours
Casey Lynn

seize the day

How do you choose between two bad things..

One you don't even know if you still love and the other one that just doesn't quite make you happy?

Do you choose the lesser of the two evils?

Or walk away before too much is invested..what could be worse than uncertainty and unhappiness?

I feel like I am in the dark on both situations!

Letters to the Sky

Show me the love you have for me Lord. I don't understand it at all and it doesn't make sense. How could you love a sinner like me. Father show me, let me experience your love.

Show me the plans you have for me Father. What is my purpose on the world Lord? I feel like I am suppose to be living a life with a purpose and significances. I feel like there is so much more for me to do then where I am now. What job do you have for me Lord.

Change me Father. Be the change in my life. I don't want a temporary fix I choose to do. I want your perfect and everlasting changes on my life.

Lord I ask you just guide me and direct my path. Weed out who I don't need apart of my life. Show me the path you have meant for me. I need your assurance and your hand on my life. I am so lost without you Father. I am tired of trying to figure it out on my own. Wrap your arms around me Lord, I need you!!